Now I very tired

Now I very tired, not tired of reality but tired inside my heart. If you reject me, or don’t like me, or even I got no chance, just told me early ok? If you don’t want me, don’t approach my feeling. When start, you have made me like you, love you. But now, you say that I falling to wrong person, I should not move forward.  I suddenly feel like I losing my road in front of me, love a person very easy but to let go the person you love is not easy. Its need time to recover the heartbreak.

But at the end you told me that, I also no words to say, because I cannot say I go to stop you, right? Must choose me no choose others? No right. I not a cruel and crazy person, because that is your choice, I can’t do any forcing, you got your freedom, but I sick of this kind of life. I’m tired, why I just can’t have a more comfortable, relax love life. To love a person, I not expert how or what she are. Just she can really like me, love me, not going to do as my pass girls that I love enough. I not a perfect person, I not a good person, but I will improve for the person I love, from time to time.

Currently I still feel pain and sad, but what can I do?  No didn’t, I can’t do anything. I only wish luck to the person that I ever love, have their happiness life with their love one. For me,  I only can wait time pass to recover my heart that have become pieces, have a lot of times become pieces, break, gum back, break again, gum back, a lot of scar left inside the heart, cannot be fully recover but at least better.

Worse is now, I have a lot things haven’t finish, especially my works, still have done yet. I hope I can do it soon. With the current mood, really destroy my confident of doing anything. Really tired, I really hope others people don’t same as me. Live happily ok? Happy Go Lucky, don’t because of love destroy your life. ^^